You always said I was crazy, or very curious - usually with %90+ accuracy. Working on this blog I wanted to find a photo. I noticed your eyes are shallow. This usually means a person is pending death (not guaranteed death, or even half the time. But if you continue your path, you may die. Like a period of judgment).
I remember back in October you made a decision that was going to take many years off your life - though I was not privy to what it was, and the decision you made.
I know the thing that I saw back in early 2008 that wanted to hurt you, but was distant like you were on back burner - we know what that was, and it is almost finished.
In a year or so another black thing is coming your way. It is different from the one before, it doesn't discriminate - it's not human, almost like a disease. It's like a freight train that will run over and destroy everything on its tracks regardless of who, what, or how precious it is. It's heading your way.
I know for every 4 months you are in my circle, you gain a year of life.
I could never share this with you because of the abuse I suffered from you when I picked up various men and what you were doing with them. Any other time I was usually dead on. I found colors in you - I could see them with my fingers. Pain was black, sometimes when you were not into other men I could pull it out.
Since your abandonment I have found new colors and new ways to manipulate them. Too bad I can't share them with you.
Je t'aime idiot!
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