Thursday, February 18, 2010

Abandonment - Why Do They Leave Me?!?

It has been brought to my attention that many relationships that she has engaged in end up and a total sudden silence. No phone calls, e-mails, text messages, or even goodbyes. Just total cut off.

Maybe they are resentful of the rash that you give your men, the one you pretend you have no clue when in reality you see it pop up in just about every guy you sleep with.

Maybe its an integrity issue. Maybe all the nasty things you have done and care not to be reminded of follow you. People look at you and just don't like you.

Or maybe they just don't love you. Maybe the thought of you not being in their life is like a shrug of the shoulders - just another girl. Maybe my love and tolerance and giving you the benefit of the doubt all of the time was a major disservice to you. The thought of you not being in my life was like the idea of living without air - just unbearable. Those blunt and angry manipulations may work when you're in their presence but as soon as we leave you we are left with something a wrong very!

So instead of arguing, or trying to understand, or giving you the benefit of the doubt like someone who loves you - you find yourself cut cold.

The cold irony that the person who is less in love within a relationship has the upper hand, has an irony within - silence.

Je t'aime idiot

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